Janet told me this when we had a bad fight a year ago. "I love him. Anniversery is great. Wrote my baby a letter!Hey, baby. I just wanted to write you a letter telling you how much I love you and how much I love being with you. Let me just start off by saying that I love you with all my heart, baby. I could never stop loving you. Ever. You’re gonna call me a liar, but I fell in love with you in middle school and I never stopped thinking “what if” at Sobrato. So, when I moved back here and you asked me out, it was a dream come true. That’s why I tell you that I’m so lucky to be with you. I mean, really, what were the odds? It’s fate. Here are some of the reasons why I love you. I started a list, I’m not done yet.LOVES ME nice sexy cute good kisser sensitive to the touch would make a good father wants to marry me has potential good leadership skills smart GOOD IN BED computer savvy musically talented athletic conservative caring funny loves animals (ok.. cats)enjoys eating very manly very muscular TURNS ME ON has faith in our relationship puts up with my insanity still with me even though I'm crazy loves Lilly knows me and what it takes to make me smile Baby, I want the “American Dream” with you. I want to have the big white house with the picket fence. With a swing set, sand box, and a slide in the back yard. I want to build a tree house together so our kids would have a place to hang out. I want to have Lilly, Jack, Ashley, and Nathan with you. Not because you’re one sexy guy who will make our kids beautiful, but because I love you and cherish you. I love you so much that I want to have your babies. I know that you will be a perfect husband and father. Remember the image of Lilly? She’s gonna be a cute little toddler in a sundress wearing a bonnet. She’s going to be holding a little sippy cup with both hands and drinking out of it. She won’t know how to walk properly, so she’s going to waddle around like a penguin. She’s going to be our little princess. She’s going to be just like her daddy- a good leader, good looking, intelligent, clever, diligent, trustworthy. All that and more. Lil’ Lilly is going to be lucky to have you for a daddy. Baby, baby, baby, BABY! I want us to move in together. I want us to build a future together. I know that we would be incredibly happy together, baby. I can’t imagine living my life without you. You are my rock. You are the yin to my yang. You are the cheese to my macaroni. You are the air that I breathe. I can’t live without you. I promise you that I will do whatever it takes to make you happy. I promise that I will change all the things that you hate about me, because I don’t want my baby to hate me. I want you to think “I get to come home to my awesome wife” everyday when you get off of work. I want to be the perfect wife who makes her husband dinner every night. I want to be the wife who’s able to take care of the kids while doing all the housework. I want to be the wife who can still pleasure her husband. Most importantly, I want to be your wife. Baby, I think it’s time to start our lives together. Open a joint bank account, start saving for our own place, saving for our wedding, planning our wedding. I know that we will be together forever. I never want to lose you. Baby, I’m ready to say our wedding vows. I’m ready to say ‘til death do us part. I love you, baby. I love you! I love you! I love you! I love you! I will never stop loving you."
Bored here on the campus waiting for my next class so I'll quick blog. Actually... I got about 2 hours until it actually starts...
Forgot to say something yesterday because I fell asleep. So let me try to summarize what exactly I did that day. Hm woke up ON TIME (ftw). made it to english 1B and took a test then bounced. waited in the car playing my dsi then went to history 17B. that class is on and off. Meaning it's boring and interesting each day. Today was a boring one.
I have a quick rant about people who leave classes right in the middle of a speech or during the professor's lecture or what have you. wtf is their problem? I know sometimes it's an emergency or they have to go to the bathroom. But seriously people? I notice it's always the same people who burst out of their seating walking fast, making so much noise obviously getting up to take a phone call. Then they don't even have the courtesy to hold the door before leaving making a big slam that disturbs everyone. For me, I never leave during a class. I don't know why, it's just always been that way. Hella' disrespectful.
What else happened? Uh.. Yeah... waited after class again because Janet had to go do some honors stuff. Researching or some sheeet. O-o' Went home and chilled. Once again she plopped down and went to sleep. So boring.. Watched tv and texted Jose up so we could play some Warcraft 3 and PSO. Lmao wooped his ass. Played with Uri a bi.
I have a quick rant about my cat. Mother fucking kitty! I love her so much. But damnit, she does the most annoying shit sometimes. Like whenever I leave for school and come home; I find something broken, moved totally out of place, scratched up, or knocked down. LMAO.. FUCK. I had a cup full of water on my desk the other day and came up finding a giant puddle with the camera and a few stuffed animals in the middle of it. Horrible kitty...
I read somewhere that recalling the days events and recording them for evaluating oneself is crucial to bettering the person.
So here I am once again on my old Xanga.
Let's start with my current situation... Still attending college hoping to graduate with a bachelors degree in some kind of computer science. The only thing I'm dreading are those awful science and math classes that I know I'll have to take. It's a good thing I'm having a meeting with my counselor tomorrow. (Thank you baby)
I'm starting to mess around with Brain Age and Brain Academy again.. Must train my brain!!! >=O
I love my kitty Uri!! I need to record more pictures and videos of her. She's such a pussy though. (No pun intended)
Janet = Awesome = Things are going great = Me happy = Her happy = Happy baby = Good future = Engagement = Living together = Awesome = Janet
More tomorrow.. Jose needs help with downloading Phantasy Star Online.. He wants to play again. O-o'
What are Emotions? ~ Emotion - feeling, or affect, that occurs when a person is in a state or an interaction that is important to him or her, especially to his or her well-being ~ Emotion is characterized by behavior ~ Infants express emotions ~ They also vary in their temperament
Biological, Environmental, and Cross-Cultural Issues of Emotion ~ Emotions are influenced by both biological foundations and by a person's experience ~ Facial expressions of basic emotions such as happiness, surprise, anger, and fear are the same across cultures -Display Rules-- When, where, and how emotions should be expressed -- Are not culturally universal
Emotions During the First Year ~ In the first 6 months, infants may express surprise, interest, joy, anger, sadness, fear, and disgust.
Building Social Relationships ~ Emotional expressions - infants' first relationships ~ Infants communicate emotions and this enables coordinated interactions with their caregivers ~ Parents change their emotional expressions in response to infants' emotion expressions and visa-versa
Crying ~ Crying - Most important mechanism newborns have for communicating
Should Parents Respond to an Infant's Cries? ~ Many developmentalists recommend that parents soothe a crying infant, especially in the first year ~ This reaction should help infants develop a sense of trust and secure attachment to the caregiver
Fear ~ Fear - one of a baby's earliest emotions -First appears about 6 months and peaks at 18 -Abused and neglected infants can show fear as early as 3 months -Stranger Anxiety -- Most frequent expression of an infant's fear - Usually emerges gradually - Depends on the social context and the characteristics of the stranger
Frequency of Stranger Anxiety ~ Less stranger anxiety when - They are in familiar settings - When infants feel secure - Less fearful child strangers than adult strangers - Less fearful of friendly, outgoing, smiling strangers than of passive, unsmiling strangers
- Separation Protest - Crying when the caregiver leaves - Social referencing - reading emotional cues in others to help determine how to act in a particular situation -Helps infants to interpret ambiguous situations more accurately -By the end of the first year, a parent's facial expression influences exploration of an unfamiliar environment -Social referencing improves in the second year of life
Describing and classifying Temperament ~ Researchers have described and classified the temperament of individuals in different ways -Chess and Thomas' Classification - 1. Easy - 2. Difficult - 3. Slow-to-warm
Gender, Culture, and Temperament ~ Parents may have different reactions to temperament, depending on the sex of the baby ~ Reaction to temperament on sex of the baby ~ Many aspects of a child's environment can encourage or discourage the persistence of temperament characteristics
Goodness of Fit and Implications for Parenting ~ Goodness of Fit - the match between temperament and the environmental demands with which child must cop ~ Children differ from each other very early in life
Personality Development ~ Personality -- The enduring personal characteristics of individuals -Emotions and temperament form key aspects ~ Trust -Erikson- First year of life is characterized by the trust versus mistrust stage/crisis
Self-Recognition ~ Infants begin to develop a self-understanding called self-recognition at approximately 18 months of age -rudimentary form of self-recognition -- being attentive and positive toward one's image in a mirror ~ A more complete index of self-recognition -- the ability to recognize one's physical features -emerges in the second year
Independence ~ Erikson(1968) stressed that independence in an important issue in the second year of life -Erikson's second stage of development is identified as "autonomy versus shame and doubt" -autonomy builds as the infant's mental and motor abilities to develop -when caregivers are impatient and do for toddlers what they capable of doing themselves, shame and doubt develop
Attachment ~ Attachment - a close emotional bond between two people ~ Freud theorized that infants become attached to the person or object that provides oral satisfaction
Theories of Attachment ~ Bowlby -- belief in an internal working model of attachment -a simple mental model of the caregiver, their relationship, and the self as deserving of nurturant care ~Mary Ainsworh (1979) created the Strange Situation -the degree to which the caregiver's presence provides the infant with security and confidence
Promotion Site
Names? Unnoticed Hidden Stars Check Me Out underground stars stars from underground future stars foot in the door hidden camera Hollywood underground purple carpet hidden talent famous dreams
Catch Line? We'll help you get noticed You gotta' start somewhere! Shock the world!! Show them what you're made of Dreams start here
Description. -Type of website where users can create an account and upload videos of their work/information/ -Why? Uploading videos in a professional environment where they can promote their work in hopes to "get out there" -Types of videos = Music/Professions/Actors/ -Not a "YouTube" type of website -Strictly business to promote their work (No stupid videos/parodies) -Free to promote their work -Users will have their work shown to the world and hopefully be recognized to further their careers and aspirations. -Users will have the privilege to have their work seen by famous scouters and businesses -Users can have records of achievements/recommendations/work/contact information for scouters/famous people to contact them. -Filter to drown out the "stupid videos" -Maybe have to hire people to help script the website
Chapter 3 Notes
CONT!!! (Add the other chapter 3 in here)
Key Milestones in Language Development ~ Babies' sounds and gestures go through this sequence during the first year -Crying -Cooing : About 1 to 2 months -Babbling: In the middle of the first year, -Gestures: infants start using gestures, such as showing and pointing, at about 8 to 12 months
Language Sounds ~ Phonemes - The basic sounds unites of a language ~ First words (usually nouns) occur between 10 to 15 months
Noam Chomsky and Others ~ LAD (Language Accusation Device) - Humans are biologically pre wired to learn language at a certain time and in a certain way and to detect the various features and rules of language ~ Behaviorists opposed Chomsky's LAD hypothesis Interaction View of language emphasizes that children learn language in specific contexts.
I love him. Anniversery is great. Wrote my baby a letter!
Hey, baby.
I just wanted to write you a letter telling you how much I love you and how much I love being with you.
Let me just start off by saying that I love you with all my heart, baby. I could never stop loving you. Ever. You’re gonna call me a liar, but I fell in love with you in middle school and I never stopped thinking “what if” at Sobrato. So, when I moved back here and you asked me out, it was a dream come true. That’s why I tell you that I’m so lucky to be with you. I mean, really, what were the odds? It’s fate.
Here are some of the reasons why I love you. I started a list, I’m not done yet.
LOVES ME
nice
sexy
cute
good kisser
sensitive to the touch
would make a good father
wants to marry me
has potential
good leadership skills
smart
GOOD IN BED
computer savvy
musically talented
athletic
conservative
caring
funny
loves animals (ok.. cats)
enjoys eating
very manly
very muscular
TURNS ME ON
has faith in our relationship
puts up with my insanity
still with me even though I'm crazy
loves Lilly
knows me and what it takes to make me smile
Baby, I want the “American Dream” with you. I want to have the big white house with the picket fence. With a swing set, sand box, and a slide in the back yard. I want to build a tree house together so our kids would have a place to hang out. I want to have Lilly, Jack, Ashley, and Nathan with you. Not because you’re one sexy guy who will make our kids beautiful, but because I love you and cherish you. I love you so much that I want to have your babies. I know that you will be a perfect husband and father.
Remember the image of Lilly? She’s gonna be a cute little toddler in a sundress wearing a bonnet. She’s going to be holding a little sippy cup with both hands and drinking out of it. She won’t know how to walk properly, so she’s going to waddle around like a penguin. She’s going to be our little princess. She’s going to be just like her daddy- a good leader, good looking, intelligent, clever, diligent, trustworthy. All that and more. Lil’ Lilly is going to be lucky to have you for a daddy.
Baby, baby, baby, BABY! I want us to move in together. I want us to build a future together. I know that we would be incredibly happy together, baby. I can’t imagine living my life without you. You are my rock. You are the yin to my yang. You are the cheese to my macaroni. You are the air that I breathe. I can’t live without you.
I promise you that I will do whatever it takes to make you happy. I promise that I will change all the things that you hate about me, because I don’t want my baby to hate me. I want you to think “I get to come home to my awesome wife” everyday when you get off of work. I want to be the perfect wife who makes her husband dinner every night. I want to be the wife who’s able to take care of the kids while doing all the housework. I want to be the wife who can still pleasure her husband. Most importantly, I want to be your wife.
Baby, I think it’s time to start our lives together. Open a joint bank account, start saving for our own place, saving for our wedding, planning our wedding. I know that we will be together forever. I never want to lose you. Baby, I’m ready to say our wedding vows. I’m ready to say ‘til death do us part. I love you, baby. I love you! I love you! I love you! I love you! I will never stop loving you.
Tong Hua English Translated Lyrics
I've forgotten how long it has been since I've never again... listened to you telling your beloved fairytale I've thought for a long time I start to panic have I done something wrong?
You said to me with full of tears Inside the fairytale are all lies I can't possibly be your prince Maybe you can ever understand You said I love you ever after The stars in my sky has lightened up
I'm willing to be that angel you love inside the fairytale Spread up my hands become the wings to protect you You must believe believe that we can be like that in the fairytale prosperity and happiness is the ending
You said to me with full of tears Inside the fairytale are all lies I can't possibly be your prince Maybe you can ever understand You said I love you ever after The stars in my sky has lightened up
I'm willing to be that angel you love inside the fairytale Spread up my hands become the wings to protect you You must believe believe that we can be like that in the fairytale prosperity and happiness is the ending
I want to be that angel you love inside the fairytale Spread up my hands become the wings to protect you You must believe believe that we can be like that in the fairytale prosperity and happiness is the ending
I will be that angel you love inside the fairytale Spread up my hands become the wings to protect you You must believe believe that we can be like that in the fairytale prosperity and happiness is the ending
Singing and playing Nightmare's The World on piano
Justin Timberlake - What goes around
Gravity
Kevyn's Personality Test Results
Stability results were medium which suggests you are moderately relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic.
Orderliness results were medium which suggests you are moderately organized, hard working, and reliable while still remaining flexible, efficient, and fun.
Extraversion results were moderately high which suggests you are, at times, overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity.
